Aneesa C.

2007-06-20T00:50:00.001+08:00

MOVED!
bluenotepads.livjournal.com

Memories memories, got to keep them.
Comment at my livejournal please, thank you very much (:

2007-06-19T17:30:00.000+08:00

LJ makes me feel like an ee-dee-ot!

I'll be switching to LJ after I've figured out how to work the template. Dear good, favourite friend I-ming is going to help me. I'll be one of the many LJ converts. WAHAHAHA!

Damn, school is starting soon. ): 2 weeks break is shit SIA!

2007-06-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

Hello. I have a mean friend. His name is Frenemy. WAKAKAKA!

Okay, today was well-spent. I suck so much at pool ): Nobody let me win and as you know, I'm such a sore loser. Damn, I'm hungry. Again. After eating "lunch" at 5 and dinner at 8. Hungry hungry hungry. And I was such a crybaby in primary school and secondary school. Okay, that was freaking random. But I bet you, ALL my friends will stand up and agree.

HI-DAYAH! <3

Oops, Hidayah cut herself out.

I'm such a good photographer! PART1

I'm such a good photographer! PART2

ARTSY FARTSY!

Okay, I love my lepak fraaans alot.

2007-06-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

Yesterday was fun. Went out with I-ming and Li Whey. Pssst, I'm Little Miss Late no more cos Li Whey was the latest. Caught Shrek3 which was freaking funny and awesome. Got the iPod fixed. It's working fine now anyways, so YAY! Sushi buffet after which. I love sushi alot man. We took like a million pictures. So many unglam and candid. Thanks ah, Li Whey. So sneaky.

I-ming is freaking hilarious, I swear. Example below.
*Me taking a long time to type.
! hanging by a moment, says:
bet you're typing some twitty thang
Aneesa says:
oops, ii-miing iiShh sH0 hArDw0rKiiNg w0rXxX
! hanging by a moment, says:
HAHHA
! hanging by a moment, says:
knew it
Aneesa says:
WAHAHAHAHA!
Aneesa says:
it's difficult man!
! hanging by a moment, says:
omg,
! hanging by a moment, says:
hahaha
! hanging by a moment, says:
n0
! hanging by a moment, says:
iiDs eAsY
Aneesa says:
cos you were a twit in your past life.
Aneesa says:
WAKAKAKAKA!
! hanging by a moment, says:
jUx pReTeNd eUrr a rEtArD
! hanging by a moment, says:
hEhExX

I cannot stop laughing. Twits are incredibly amazing creatures, don't you think? Like who in the right mind would spell is as iShh, you as eUU, me as miiE and end their every sentence with w0rXxX, nEhZ, nIaZ.

Oooh, lepak-ing with the mat and minah on Thursday. And oh my, I've got horrible blisters.

PICTURES!

This was totally candid, I swear.

I-ming says: "ARTISTIC SIA!" 1

I-ming says: "ARTISTIC SIA!" 2

2007-06-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

I'M BOOOOOORED!

I'm so glad I have a brother who's one year younger. Can play stupid games, talk about stupid things, laugh about/at stupid things/people.

Dinner at Chomp Chomp again. I've been eating alot the past few days. Sushi buffet with favourite friends tomorrow somemore. FAT SEHHH!

Once again, I'M BOOOOOORED!

2007-06-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

enCOre was great! I-MING'S SOLO WAS AWESOME MAN! ON FIRE, YO! :D

Supper at Chomp Chomp after that with Li Whey and Li Jun. Ate so much. But I think I burnt it off while swimming today.

Eh lepak fraaans. Lepak, when?

Hold up, wait a minute, put a little love in it.

2007-06-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hello.

My myspace is pathetic. I'm bored. And Five For Fighting's Superman reminds me of mugging for Os.

2007-06-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO! Common tests are OVAAAAAAH!

Met up with the GAY friends after INFA paper. Bought Havis. Walked around abit then off to Chinatown. Cheap steals. But I didn't get any. Back home to get tickets from I-ming. Sat at the bus-stop for abit before heading home. I cannot wait for sushi with my favourite friends.

TIME TO RELAK ONE CORNER AND LEPAK!

2007-06-06T13:27:00.000+08:00

SCREW BLAW! I'm so going to fail. My essay was less than a page's length. I'd be over the moon if I get a B or C.

Last paper tomorrow! HOOOOOO! Going snobbish with the snobpals after!

My iPod died and I missed *.

2007-06-04T16:14:00.000+08:00

"When Death comes knocking, you run and hide while I rush out to greet it."

By far, the most depressing thing I've ever read.

MAEC test today went okay. I so want to get an AD. And a good GPA. Preferably 3.75 or better cos 4.0 is just wishful thinking.

Captain Brinjal is damn aCt CuTe w0rXx! And I have proof! But I'm a nice friend/flend/whatever.

Saosin's You're Not Alone is stuck in my head.
You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

2007-06-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

Almost done studying for MAEC. Next up, BLAW.

Okay, back to studying while listening to Anberlin and pretending I'm at The Glass Pavilion.

BYEEEEEE!

2007-06-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

I should be studying. Must get an AD for MAEC else Sarah and I will just die of embarrassment cos we did a damn stupid thing during Monday's peer tutoring.

School ended rather early today. BMGT project is the stupidest shit ever, I swear. Imaginary shit! Lunched with Sarah in town. Pepper Lunch. HOOO! Walked around a little after. I'm so getting Havaianas!

And I think public transport in Singapore is fucking expensive. I miss 45cents bus rides.

Damn, I'm hungry for sushi. AND, I NEED COKE. Thanks ah, I-ming! We are like officially Coke addicts now.

OH, and one more thing to look forward to after the exams. ACCO concert. Favourite friend has got a solo. WOOHOO! YOU'LL SIZZLE FO' SURE! :D

Okay la, I'm off to study cos it hit me real hard when Jing Yun was lecturing me that I've slacked like nobody's business for the past 6 weeks. My MATFRAAAN HAS BECOME DAMN WISE ALREADY!

Hello lecture notes and books!

2007-05-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

I'M ALREADY IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD. THIS IS NOT GOOD!

LIKE HELLO ANEESA! LIKE WHAT THE HELL! STUDY! MUG! STUDY! MUG! STUDY! MUG! 4.0 GPA OKAY!

I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE EXAMS TO END COS I'LL BE SEEING BERNIE AND RACH! WOOT!

2007-05-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

Town with I-ming yesterday was hilarious. Fishing soon okay! I don't care if you're "impatient" and "give up after 5 minutes".

I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS! But tests come first, so I'm off to study!

2007-05-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

YAY! I'M MEETING THE TALKING PIZZA TOMORROW! I HAVE NOT SEEN MY FAVOURITE FRIEND IN 92738237838428 YEARS!

Did I mention I looove Fridays?

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

HOO! Awake by Secondhand Serenade is damn nice. I like (:

2007-05-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Oh God! I'm so damn sleepy. I wish I could just turn in right now but NOOOO! I've got LMS and a sucky BLAW test which I haven't studied for. Then again, MCQ and short-answer questions.

It's no wonder I wake up at babi-like hours on weekends.

2007-05-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

Mom: What does emo mean?
Mikhail: End my ordeal.

WHAT THE SHIT! I cannot believe my brother thought of that.

I FEEL LIKE GOING FOR THE ANBERLIN&COPELAND GIG BUT DARN EXAMS! DAMN! AND I'M MISSING OUT ON HONGKONG TOO ):

I have a BLAW test on Thursday and I've yet to study.

Hello good friends, I miss you guys quite suddenly.

2007-05-19T01:47:00.000+08:00

I think I have the weakest stomach on Earth. My tummy hurts damn bad.

I am damn sleepy. I lepak-ed with the old friends today (:

2007-05-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

Well, it's a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes

Thanks Bernie for getting me hooked on Michael Buble.

I AM HAPPY TODAY! Met up with Bernie after school. Rach joined us soon after. The clown, THE SNOBFRAAAAAAN! Fabulous lunch then did our brows. Threading is damn painful. I cannot stand it. I had heart palpitations while waiting. But it was worth the pain. I've got pretty eyebrows now. Woot!

Can I just have one more moondance with you, my love

SAYSAYSAY HOOOOOOOOO! HARDO GAY! Damn, I haven't watched Hard Gay for like the longest time ever. See what school is doing to me. It's taking away my social life. Except for today, which was awesome. And Friday, I want to go lepak with the minahs :D

I LOVE THE CLOWN/BEST SNOBFRAAAAAAN ALOT!

2007-05-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

HOPNITE WAS FREAKING PATHETIC! Hajar and I went to Cheers to eat cup noodles and look at the stars, which was way cooler. And we went all high on the train home.

Lunched with I-ming and Li Whey yesterday. Great company. Went over to Vivo then back to Ngee Ann City to watch Mikhail's match. He didn't win but all's good.

Anyways, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! I think my mom is pissed with us for not getting her anything. I'm such a bad daughter ):

Weekends come and go so quickly. Friday oh Friday, let's all go lepak!

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cos I can, cos I can do it better

To I-ming: Clap clap! Heehee(:
I LOVE SKYPING WITH I-MING LA! SO HILARIOUS!

2007-05-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

I am so exhausted. School is killing me. Whoever said poly is slack should kiss my ass. I can't seem to manage my time well and it feels damn sucky cos I come home tired and beat with undone tutorials piled up high. And all I want to do is sleep. It really sucks. I slept during LMS and IAC on Wednesday and BLAW lecture yesterday. BLAW is urgh!

Oooh, I cannot wait for lunch with I-ming tomorrow. I MISS MY FAVOURITE FRIEND! And and and, out with Bernie and Rach on Wednesday. Woot!

The Used-All That I've Got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got

2007-05-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

I-ming. says:
the last song - AAR
I-ming. says:
please tell me you have it!
Aneesa. says:
no ):
Aneesa. says:
argh!
I-ming. says:
WHAT! i shall send you
Aneesa. says:
HOLIDAYS! I GO CRASH YOUR PLACE!
Aneesa. says:
SEND ME WHERE?!?!?
Aneesa. says:
WAHAHAHHHHA!
I-ming. says:
TIMBUKTU!
Aneesa. says:
DON'T WANT!
I-ming. says:
hahaha YES YES COME CRASH
I-ming. says:
and stay for fabulous dinner!
Aneesa. says:
SEND ME TO FRENCH BEAN LAND!

WAHAHA! It's 12:41AM. Me and I-ming are high and listening to oldschool emo songs. And there's school tomorrow. SHIT! EMO SONGS ARE LOVE LA!

So hello, good friend.
I want to be next to you.
My earworm. And it's damn true.

So hello, my good friends.
I want to be next to you guys, laughing at silly jokes (:

2007-05-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

So much shit to do. I miss spoonfeeding.

I want donuts/sushi/ice-cream/Starbucks/Coffee Bean cake with I-ming soon! HOLIDAYS, PLEASE COME SOON! I miss my favourite friend.

And to my racist snobfriend, RACHEL LIM! Let's eat humble pie together. IMISSYOU!

I need to go taper my black pants soon. MINAHGANG! Woohoo!

2007-05-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

HOO! I have school from 5-7PM today. AND AND AND... HOCKEY!!! Woot!

French beans are damn nice! If you know what I mean. Heehee(:

2007-04-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY! Lepak by myself.

Webcamming with Bernie, I-ming&Keith is freaking fun and funny! Bernie and I keep making spaz faces. And I-ming is just plain funny man! But the connection sucks.

SHIT! MY BCA homework is still not finished and I don't know how to do ):

And hell yeah, I'm the motherfucking princess!

2007-04-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

I think Gerard Way looks damn cool here. NOT!

Heehee(:

2007-04-29T19:31:00.000+08:00

My eyes are freaking tired. I'm stuck at Exercise 6-22. I'm so happy there's no school tomorrow.

This is so cute

Even cuter

MIKEY WAY IS THE SEKS!

Thank you Jing Yun for the photos. And please don't hate me so much! HAHA! Oh yes, are we lepak-ing on Tuesday?

I need ice-cream.

2007-04-28T17:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

Before I go off to do my BCA homework, let me blog.

Monday
DAMN SHITTY DAY! I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY! I think it's telepathy with my favourite friend or something cos I-ming wasn't having a good day either.
Tuesday
MUCH BETTER! Went for floorball with Hajar after school. The most funny thing happened on the way to the sports complex. A group of people were stuck in the lift at the Atrium. Freaking hilarious. We couldn't stop laughing about it. Floorball was great!
Wednesday
Went back to SHSS to meet Hidayah then collect my O level cert. I MISS MY BABI FRIEND ALOT! Then back to NP again for hockey. I so don't regret pangseh-ing Hajar cos hockey was AWESOME! The people are damn nice. And now I know Azian is high in the evening. High on life.
Thursday
Went for inline skating after school with Sarah and all.
Friday
Train ride with Sarah was funny! Met my cousin in town. I love my cousin alot. She insisted on buying 2 tops for me from Mango cos she said I need to get more clothes since I'm in poly. <3 Sakae Sushi for lunch. Then off to Cityhall to meet Bernie Rach and Sher. Cousin went off to work. Haven't seen those people for 92405740957 million years. I MISS THEM SO MUCH! Headed to Vivo. Rach and I are in the same freaking situation. We don't mind being loners now. But I hope things get better. Oh yes, and Rach brings casual to whole new level. She comes to school with just a file. Damn cool okay! I'm going to school like that next week. Saw I-ming at Vivo. When I saw the shoes, I knew it was her immediately. Screamed out her name. Bumping into my favourite friend was nice! Window shopping. I was damn rude to the guy at NUM and I feel bad about it. Then my mom called and shouted at me over the phone. So I had to go back. And when I was on the train, I-ming texted me. Seriously not fated ): Bernie Rach and Sher alighted at Orchard and left me singing the bimbo song to myself.

All in all, my school week ended with a nice bang cos of the great company on Friday.

SNOBS

Damn stupid Excel! Good thing my parents know a thing or two about Excel. My BCA homework is calling out to me. BYE!

2007-04-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

I finally watched the videos Frenemy showed me. Gerard Way is ugly la! ILOVEMIKEYWAY! MIKEYWAY MIKEYWAY MIKEYWAY!

I should do my MAEC tutorial now. Shit, I feel damn bad for pang seh-ing Verena twice. I'm just so lazy, man.

I'm in an awful shitty mood now. And I don't think I'm going for swimming later.

Damn shitty, damn shitty ): ): ):

2007-04-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

I GOT THE CRUMPLER NOTEBOOK CASE! I'm so happy! :D

Swimming tomorrow.

2007-04-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

Pepper Lunch for dinner with I-ming today. We saw Ms Ho there. Coffeebean for cake later. I saw the Crumpler notebook case today. And it's so darn pretty, I WANT IT!

2007-04-21T15:32:00.000+08:00

I have very ugly blisters ): I hate blisters!

Meeting I-ming in an hour's time for dinner. My favourite friend! :D

2007-04-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

Business Management lecture today was boring. Nobody was really listening. And the lecture ended 20 minutes early cos everyone was complaining. HAHA!

So, Magnum's on today. But I'm not going. So sorry Ver! Cheerleading ain't my thing and I'm VERY weak. Swimming, please text me! I want to be in the swimming team so so so badly.

Tutorials start next week. 9AM EVERYDAY! DIE!

2007-04-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

Reminiscing with Rach about 4H. 4H IS THE BEST CLASS EVER OKAY! And our side was damn happening, yo! What with the joking sessions during Mr K's classes. From a small group to a crowd. Okay, not crowd la. But SO FUN! Rach is the class clown la. NONONO, class comedian. I MISS MY SNOB FRIEND! Together, we can be SNOBPALS! And tell cold jokes all day. Just like the good ol' days.

Was listening to Amber Pacific's Gone So Young. Damn nice and reminds me of Samuel all the time. I miss 4H, I miss Samuel. This is a very depressing post except for the 1st paragraph.

ELEPHANT JOKE! Heehee(:

2007-04-18T11:06:00.000+08:00

Wednesdays are damn slack. 8-10am, 8-12. Alternate weeks. Wheeeeeee!

Okay. So, the lectures yesterday were alright. MAEC seems interesting. Had this stupid library orientation after that. Everyone couldn't wait for it to end. Lunched with Sarah and signed up for 2 more CCAs. I don't think I'll get into any anyways. I want to join BA Society now. Or maybe Student Union, if it's a CCA. Anyhoo, I almost fell asleep during INFA lecture. It's almost like POA. Accounting concepts, accounting equation. The modules I'm taking are rather cool. So yea, Accountancy is the way to go! WOOHOO!

Hello, I'm SHALLOW.

2007-04-16T19:34:00.000+08:00

First day of school today. 2 hours of BCA only. My class is okay, thank God! Went for CCA Fiesta after school with Hajar and her QME friends. Signed up for Magnum Force, Dance(Hajar forced me to), NP Ambassadors, Swimming and Floorball. I think I'll just end up in a nerdy CCA in the end. There's tryouts for swimming somemore ):

With tutorials starting next week, I start school at 9AM every day, except Wednesdays 8AM.

Took lots of photos the past 2 days at I-ming's. Meet me for dinner and ice-cream soon please!

My favourite

I cannot wait for lectures tomorrow!

2007-04-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO! Today was spent with great company. Met up with I-ming, Sin Ne and Li Whey. Just chilled and caught up at Starbucks. Cool and hot people are fun. I am damn shallow, I know. Shallow as a shower. Then Sin Ne pang seh. FOREVER. So, Li Whey came to join us for dinner at Fish&Co and 50cents ice-cream for dessert. Saw this couple dancing, like grinding in the middle of Orchard Road. Should've shouted "GO GET A ROOM! MERITUS MANDARIN IS JUST THERE!" Laughed all the way home just thinking about it. Went over to I-ming's cos I forgot my keys and nobody was home. OMG! PB soon please. The suspense is seriously killing me.

I love this song! Very old school but who gives. Mikey Way is damn cute, in a nerdy way and Gerard Way is EEYER!

I'm not o-fucking-kay.

2007-04-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

Today was boring. Sat in the convention centre all day. My butt is so sore right now. Yesterday was the best la! FUN 2-007 with Hajar tomorrow.

I checked my timetable already. I start so fuhreaking early in the morning everyday. Start at 9AM, except Wednesday 8AM. DIE! And I don't know what class I'm in ): And my IS modules suck! But I end school early! Woot!

Cute Is What We Aim For - The Curse Of Curves is stuck in my head.
I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

2007-04-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO! ORIENTATION TODAY WAS RATHER FUN! Sarah and I were damn on! Kept screaming after cheers. Scavenger Hunt then station games. Must cheer at every station to get more points. I'm so tired and sweaty.

CAMELOT WARRIOR! WOOT!

But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I want to be your only one

2007-04-10T19:49:00.000+08:00

Hello. Orientation today was okay. My seniors are super funny! No cute guys in my OG ): I made a friend. HAHA! See, so "unfriendly" isn't my middle name anymore. Woot!

OMG! It's almost 8. I must go sleep now! I told Frenemy I must have 12 hours or more of sleep or my brain can't function properly. I'm kidding.

I'm hungry. I have to report to school at 8AM tomorrow morning. I want to watch Disney Channel. I have to sleep early from now on ): I'll be watching the season finale of PBS2 this Saturday (: I heard it's DA BOMBBBBB!

You know how sometimes you want to blog about something but you can't put it down in words. That happens to me so many times. Like now. And it's rather annoying.

I think Mikey Way looks alot like Pete Wentz from FOB. I'm serious.

Okay bye! I hope orientation is fun tomorrow!

2007-04-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'm struggling to keep my eyes open as I type this. And it's only 9.30PM.

Woke up bright and early today; 7.15AM. Ran after 52, 2 nerds on the bus (from NP). I will have toned legs at the end of 3 years at NP. Serious. Uphill, downhill. Damn tiring. Retarded special service session ended. Met Jing Yun at Vivo. No queue for donuts. Slacked outside while waiting for Hidayah. Stupid thumbdrive still can't work. Headed over to town for pool. Then met Yuan Xiang and Shar at Billy Bombers. Frenemy ordered milk. Like a little boy. LITTLE BOY, I SAY! Okay, today was a good day cos I got to see Hidayah, Yuan Xiang, Jing Yun and Shar (:

If you were gay, I'd shout HOORAY!
HAHA! That line is stuck in my head.

Bye world!

2007-04-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

I'm nervous and excited about meeting my coursemates tomorrow. Have I said that before? And yes I know the special service session is retarded but what to do.

OOOH, and meeting up with I-ming, Sin Ne and Li Whey for dinner on Saturday before school starts. Donuts tomorrow. Wheeeeee! Oh, and cannot let people know about good food. SELFISH IS THE WAY TO GO! Heehee(:

Bye! Got to sleep.

2007-04-08T16:54:00.000+08:00

If Gerard Way Was Gay
Super funny! I couldn't stop laughing. Imagine if Gerard Way was really gay. FRENEMY would be so happy la! Heehee. Yes, I hope you're reading this FRENEMY. UMBUMB!

I don't know how I'm going to wake up at 7AM tomorrow. I'm kind of excited to see my coursemates.

2007-04-07T12:55:00.000+08:00

Half of me cannot wait for orientation, the other half can. And I'm kind of disappointed my orientation isn't overnight cos I think it'd be fun. But ohwell, I'm starting to be optimistic about NP. I'm sure I'll meet great people there.

Reporting time changed to 8.30AM. ): Have to wake up the same time as Mikhail.

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

I'M SUPER PISSED OFF WITH THIS BLOODY LAPTOP! MY THUMBDRIVE CAN'T WORK WITH IT! IT'S FUCKING IRRITATING! HELP ME!

&Please don't be lazy. TAG! (: Thank you.

2007-04-05T19:20:00.000+08:00

Melodious Camelot. Camelot 3 is my OG. At least it isn't Yamataikoku or Karaorum or Pom Peii. Reporting time: 9AM. Early mornings again. ARGH!

2007-04-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

Met up with Bernie today. Chinatown next week, kay! Then Sheena the emo/indie girl came along.

I love my cousin!

I'm so nervous about school. Oh and orientation isn't overnight. YAY! Hajar doesn't want to join swimming or canoeing with me ): So, swimming or canoeing? Both also have to run. WTH.

I survive on LJS. And there isn't one near NP ):
The nice donut store at VivoCity has become famous and I heard the queue is rather long ):

On the other hand, my cousin said SMU is a university more for poly students :D :D :D That made my day (:

Indie music makes people high!

2007-04-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad I'm a January baby! Means I can start driving in 9 months. Woot! RACH, roadtrip to Thailand! (:

I feel like having donuts and Starbucks. Since last night.

2007-04-02T17:44:00.000+08:00

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
And I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
{They're} the safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit, it talks
It says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

MakeDamnSure is stuck in my head. It starts playing in my head everytime I close my eyes. I'm serious. And the music video is nice.

Okay, off to the hospital now! I want my grandma out of the hospital fast. Hospitals are depressing places.

And Hidayah misses me ALOT ALOT ALOT! Wahahaha!

2007-04-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

DAMN TIRED! Woodlands, Pasir Ris, Novena. What's with disgustingly loud music at Malay weddings? I think they should play rock/emo songs. Then people can headbang instead of joget joget. My cousin and I will break the Malay tradition of holding weddings at void-decks. My wedding will be at a 5-star hotel, preferably Shangri-La Hotel. And the wedding favours would be Godiva chocolates. Woot!

I'm so glad I decided to take accounts. Read Sunday Times. My goal in life right now: To be one of KPMG's partners. BIG RISKS, BIG GAINS.

I have to start shopping for school stuffs. Stationery and all.
Shopping with Bernie on Wednesday!

2007-04-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

Met up with I-ming yesterday. I'm always late, I know. Pepper Lunch for lunch. Pool then Starbucks where we took loads of spastic photos. The dumb act cute faces. Laughed until I cried. Went over to Heeren. I want the Levi's Copper Skinny Pants. But argh! It doesn't fit me properly. It's so loose, not tight-fitting at all. I still love my pair of Patty Anne's. Over to HMV. They finally have The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus's album. The one which I've been looking for for the past two months. 34 BUCKS! Somebody buy it for me please? I will love you forever and ever and ever and ever.

Okay, off to 2 weddings. Who gets married on April's Fools Day?

2007-03-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

Monday. Went to NP to get my notebook (WinVista suckscrap). Damn alot of bengs! I'd rather NERDS than BENGS. But ohwell, I hope they're nice bengs. Waited for my dad for like an hour to come pick us up. Headed to TTSH. My grandma is fine! I think. Hairline fracture on her skull. Doctor said it will heal naturally. So I don't have to worry about pathetic Hari Rayas for another 20 years cos my nenek will live till a hundred!

Tuesday. Got dragged by my mom to IKEA Tampines. Left for town to meet my cousin. Fish&Co for dinner. Why do pretty shoes hurt so much?

The weather sucks nowadays. So bloody hot! I'm going for a swim. Bye!

And you are my fading photograph. And ripped memory.
And your burning memoirs rest here. You know they wrestle with me.
You are the noise in here I cannot sleep without.
Constant reminders everywhere in between
You are the way out of here. The grace that I have found
Constant reminders everywhere in between

2007-03-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the hospital. I'm praying my grandma will be alright. She keeps vomiting and I don't think that's very good. But I'm going to stick to believing that she will live to a ripe old age. Like 100 years old.

Ah, I'm super exhausted. Bye!

Well which would you prefer
My finger on the trigger
Or me face down, down across your floor
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

2007-03-25T13:57:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS! THEY'RE LIKE THE BEST BAND EVER!!! AND RONNIE WINTER IS THE BEST LEAD SINGER EVER! He's the second one from the left. The one who looks like Paul Twohill in the picture above. Looks stoned. But ah, who gives right?

If ever TRJA comes to Singapore, I'd stand right in front of Ronnie Winter and go Hey boy, you know you drive crazy. One look puts the rhythm in my head. Haha! And I'd request him to sing Damn Regret like 983221564589496 times. Only cos it's the hottest song everrr. And In Fate's Hands/Ass Shaker too. I think Ass Shaker sounds nicer. Makes you want to jump up and headbang to the music.
SHAKE IT, BREAK IT, GET OFF YOUR FEET
COME DANCE WITH ME AND DON'T YOU FAKE IT
SHAKE IT, BREAK IT, GET OFF YOUR FEET
GET CLOSE TO ME AND DON'T YOU FAKE IT

Ah. Orientation is getting closer. I have a phobia of meeting new people AND "unfriendly" is my middle name. Told I-ming this and she said "RUBBISH!" I was also telling her that Accountancy sure to have alot of nerds. Accounts, nerds. They go hand in hand. I'm the exception, of course. NO NERDS, PLEASE!

I've finished watching most of PB S2. YAY! And it's only in S2 that I think there's more to PB than Wentworth Miller. Like Haywire is so funny. "I want to live in a windmill!" He doesn't care about Westmoreland's 5 million buckaroos. Too bad they had to kill him. OOPS. Spoiler. And T-Bag is an interesting character. He has a heart. T-Bag actually has a heart, okay!

Got to head to the hospital now. Bye!

2007-03-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

TEO JING YUN IS THE BEST! I'LL LOVE MY MATFRAAAN FOREVER! And that's from the bottomest of my heart.

Jing Yun. See, one post for you. Aren't you happy? :D

2007-03-22T15:52:00.000+08:00

I'm not looking forward to poly. Orientation from 10-13th April.

And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinking.
This all was only wishful thinking.
And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinking.
This all was only wishful thinking.
Let's go.

2007-03-21T15:41:00.000+08:00

I love jiwang Malay songs though I don't understand a single word.

JIWANG MELAYU SONGS ARE THE BEST LA! BAGUS SEH!

I'm bloody pissed with my mom right now. GRRRRRRRRR.

2007-03-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

Didn't go cable-ski today. Soon cos it looks damn fun! So Cheryl and I went cycling for 3 hours. Cycled to Lagoon to eat satay and carrot cake then cycled back. Got a lift from her dad to the MRT station. I'm exhausted just from cycling. My stamina sucksss la!

Make new friends but keep the old, one is silver and the other gold.

2007-03-19T04:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL! LISTEN TO THE SONG ON MY BLOG. ASS SHAKER BY TRJA! SCREAMO EMO! WOOT!

2007-03-18T09:05:00.000+08:00

This ain't a scene, it’s a goddamned arms race.
This ain't a scene, it’s a goddamned arms race.
This ain't a scene, it’s a goddamned arms race.
I'm not a shoulder to cry on,
But, I digress.

I'm a leading man,
And the lies I weave are oh-so intricate.
Oh-so intricate.
I'm a leading man,
And the lies I weave are oh-so intricate.
Oh-so intricate, yeah.

So I heard Fall Out Boy's performance here was awesome. I feel so deprived cos I've never been to a rock concert. TRJA and Amber Pacific should just come perform here. I'll be the first to buy TRJA's tickets.

School is starting soon. Have to make new friends. I have a phobia of meeting new people. Rach tells me I look unfriendly. Thanks ah, FRIEND! I'm friendly, okay! I don't bite.

Was doing SAT questions the other day. The English questions are like WOAH! Vocab must be damn good. SAT Math is like AMath. DIE! Pissed with myself cos I couldn't do the freaking easy questions. June or later? But confirm taking at American school cos got ____. (: Saw this SAT book yesterday at Borders. Very thick, 70 bucks. Imagine studying so much for MCQ and one short essay worth 6 marks. But definitely worth the time and money if it can get my ass into SMU. I'll be the happiest girl alive, I tell you.

I don't have nerdy glasses anymore. Woot!

2007-03-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

I finally bought a hoodie (:

Met I-ming today at ATS bus-stop. Went to town for Pepper Lunch. Then walked around. 2007 Papillios are nice can. Onitsuka Tiger shoes. I don't think I want to get them anymore. Wanted to slack and eat nice desserts so went to I-ming's place to get Bakerzin vouchers then went over to United Square. The desserts at Bakerzin are sinful but taste so good. I like.

I miss primary school days. 6L '02! Reminiscing with I-ming today. Damn la, ATS days were so fun. The field behind, getting across the drain, Lester and his funny antics/singing, Daryl with his made-up stories, RAMBUTAN! Haha, inside joke.

I think I should start preparing for SAT soon. Take early, if don't do well then can re-take. SAT For Dummies!

I love my friend of 10 years!

2007-03-15T08:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was love. Met I-ming at ATS bus-stop. Was late as usual. I have absolutely no sense of punctuality AT ALL. The walk to ATS is so full of memories la. 6 years of walking down that same route. Ah! Carefree primary school days when we didn't study for exams. Anyways, took 162 to PS where we met Li Whey. And I told I-ming I had a feeling we would see someone we know. Either one of us or both. Went to SSC to play pool. Then off to Harbourfront Centre. And I-ming saw someone she knew on the way there. I was right! So ate at Sakae Sushi. I am buffet restaurants' best customer cos I don't get my money's worth. Walked around Vivo. Donuts there are awesome! I saw Verena at Topshop. I think I have psychic powers. Woohoo! Okay, I'm kidding. My dad happened to be at Vivo so he sent I-ming home on the way.

I am so confused right now. Mr Johnny said if I really want to be an accountant, I shouldn't take the poly route. Take CAT then ACCA. So no poly/social life. But better career prospects, I think. So many paths to take. And I found out something else. SAT is a requirement to enter SMU. So I must study on my own for SAT while in poly. Die die I want to go to SMU. Either Accountancy or Law. Must study my ass off, man.

Meeting I-ming tomorrow to get Geog text and TYS or else Mikhail will blame me if he fails Geog Os. Then going for lunch.

I have yet to start on PB S2. Soon soon.

2007-03-13T15:35:00.000+08:00

Going to get fat later. Sushi with I-ming and Li Whey. Sin Ne is always ditching us. I am terribly upset ):

And Hidayah, I am so happy for you! (: (: (:

Prison Break S2 marathon soon. Thanks to good friend I-ming :D Damn, got to wake up early tomorrow. Toodles!

2007-03-13T05:51:00.000+08:00

Hello!

JB was pretty alright. Coming back was so screwed. 2 hours just to get through customs. Everyone was already so restless. Reached home around 2. And and and I have to change my passport photo. I think I've gotten cuter :D For sure.

Ah! I miss secondary school days. I miss 4H. The people sitting around me especially. Hidayah, Hajar, Rach, Tian Wei, Jing Yun, Yongxiang, Bernie, Yuan Xiang. If you guys are reading this, better be moved okay.

Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don't worry about me cos I'm refined
Cast my line to see what's behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?

Damn regret is damn damn damn damn damn nice!

2007-03-11T17:21:00.000+08:00

I think I've gained 3kg just from eating dinner. Prawns, sotong, fish, sambal kangkong, chee kueh, cheesecake. The next time you guys see me, I'll be super gemok.

Heading to JB later on in the day, where Levi's are a little less than a hundred bucks.

Okay, bedtime!

We promised the world we'd tame it
What were we hoping for?

2007-03-10T05:31:00.000+08:00

YAY! Sheena isn't pissed with me anymore (:

So nobody I know is going to NP Accountancy. That's damn sad okay. Only Bernie's friend and I don't even know him personally. I think I should be friendly. Or I'll spend poly life with no friends at all. HAHA!

Last day of the term for JC and secondary kids. Which means a whole week of crapping/arguing with Mikhail and food/pool with I-ming! Woohoo!

False Pretense
Oh, it's time to let it go

The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, it was set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

All along you know you thought you got the best of me
But you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I cannot believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense

Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
And it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change
Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

Oh, it's time to let it go

I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke

It's sacrifice
False pretense you'll hurt again
Stop pretending to deny
False pretense you'll hurt again

So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand

I LOVE TRJA! KICK ASS EMO BAND! CUTE CUTE CUTE RONNIE WINTER! Woot!

2007-03-09T12:11:00.000+08:00

Oh damn! I hate it when someone's pissed with me. Sorry Sheena :/

2007-03-08T15:47:00.000+08:00

Met Bernie, Rach and Shan today. Ate lunch at Nooch. Then accompanied Bernie for dental. Headed over to Ngee Ann City to get my cousin's present. Got her a pretty necklace from Perlini's Silver. And off to Bernie's place. Watched Little Miss Sunshine which was awesome. I love the ending. So funny.

Ah! I have a headache. Bye people!

2007-03-07T16:10:00.000+08:00

My brother's friend who is studying at NP(mass comm) says Accountancy is a shit course. I'm so pissed la. And I don't know why I'm so bothered by what he thinks. Like whatever. It's not a shit course. Please tell me it's not a shitty course and I will smile again.

Meeting Rach and Bernie tomorrow! (: (: (:

2007-03-07T09:14:00.000+08:00

Ah! I'm bored. But happy :D

Was supposed to meet Rach, Bernie and Sher today. But decided not to cos damn far. Then wanted to meet Cheryl for cycling but it was raining in the east so just stayed at home.

I need to get stuffs man. Like my cousin's VERY BELATED birthday present. I feel damn bad about it cos it was her 21st birthday and I didn't get her anything. 21ST! That's like adulthood, yo!

AH! I'M EVEN HAPPIER NOW COS YUAN XIANG AND JIAN HUA GOT POSTED TO NP. Different courses but whatever. HELLO THERE, SCHOOLMATES! AND AND AND NP is rather near ACJC and even nearer to SP. So can meet I-ming for dinners/Starbucks/whatever and whoever that is going to SP like Girlfraaan. Wahahaha!

The mood is feeling right
Right on.

CHEERIOS!

2007-03-07T03:41:00.000+08:00

My father is such a kancheong spider. He woke me up at 7.50AM "Aneesa, check your results!" And lo and behold, I knew my posting results before 8AM.

Posted Institution: NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
Course Name: ACCOUNTANCY
Course Code: N51

I AM HAPPY! VERY VERY VERY HAPPY! :D :D :D I CAN'T STOP SMILING. AND I CAN'T HELP IT. MY FIRST CHOICE, OH MY!

THANK YOU GOD!

To those who are disappointed: Cheer up! Everything will be alright (:

And even if it seems
Like the world is crashing on you
You shouldn't let it hold you down
Shouldn't hold you back oh no

Don't worry, you'll show them
TRJA - Seventeen Ain't So Sweet

The lyrics are AWESOME. So is the song.

2007-03-06T15:58:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT FOR 8AM TOMORROW!

&I LOVE TAN I-MING TO BITS AND PIECES! My mini-pirate friend! RRRRRR! She's so high today, keeps saying lame stuffs.

Seventeen is just a test
Yeah and I would recommend
That you live with no regrets

2007-03-06T08:12:00.000+08:00

We're high above the ground
We're nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again

Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is kind for you
To sit and pretend

Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don't worry about me 'cause I'm refined
Cast my line to see what's behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?

Love the song.

Tomorrow is Tuesday. YAY! I'll wake up bright and early to check my posting. Then celebrate. Hopefully.

One thing I learnt from the whole bangs incident is to never trust your brother to cut your hair for you. NEVER.

I feel like eating the donuts from Vivo.

Good luck for posting results! :D

2007-03-05T17:57:00.000+08:00

Don't sweat it, it was set on false pretense

I envy people with nice blogskins. Mine sucks and I don't know how to make one. My throat still hurts. Not good. AND why isn't there a title place in my blogger? Not that it matters cos I can't be bothered with titles anyways.

I need new earphones.

2007-03-05T13:58:00.000+08:00

Argh! My throat hurts like hell. I can't swallow without cringeing in pain. Bernie says I deserve it cos I ate LJS when I'm not supposed to. This is bad, man. Oh and did I mention? I asked Mikhail to cut my fringe last week and it looks ugly now. I asked him whether I should cut bangs or not. He misunderstood it for "Okay, cut bangs for me!" Damn idiot! So I have to clip my fringe the minah way from now on until it grows back ): I'm surprised my brother knows what bangs are.

I can't wait for the March holidays and Tuesday!

Cheerios!

2007-03-02T06:03:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS MUSIC VIDEO!

So play the game until you run out
And play the game into my hand

2007-03-01T16:47:00.000+08:00

I was thinking about this last night. There are just certain songs that you will never ever forget. Imagine this. You are in the car driving along, the radio is on. This tune starts playing, it sounds very familiar. The next thing you know, you're singing along. And the words come out without thinking. Like my dad still knows the lyrics to Eric Clapton's Wonderful Tonight. That song is freaking old school la. But damn nice. I can already think of songs that I think I'll never forget the lyrics to.
Brian McKnight - Back At One
The Calling - Wherever You Will Go
Usher & Alicia Keys - My Boo
Nelly & Kelly - Dilemma
Amber Pacific - Thoughts Before Me
All American Rejects - Kiss Yourself Goodbye and Straitjacket Feeling
TRJA - Face Down
Sugarcult - Killing Me
&the ultimate, FIVE FOR FIGHTING - SUPERMAN

Today was awesome. Met Sheena for lunch. Pepper Lunch once again. Woot! *Insert cute dancing black furball here, teehee(:* Walked around. Chilled at Starbucks. Walked around again. Then off to meet the cousin at Cityhall. Headed to Vivocity. And yes, everybody agrees Vivocity is over-rated. The place is a ghost town on weekdays. Okay, I'm exaggerating. But you get my point. Dinner at Thai Express. Freaking full after that. Both of us got the same bag which is oh-so-pretty. Home.

I want to get sneakers. Onitsuka Tiger sneakers. I hope my dad gets them for me. And I hope it isn't made from pig's skin cos I just won't have babi on me. Stop laughing!

I WANT 6TH MARCH TO COME. FASTER FASTER!

Laters people!

2007-02-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

OMG! This guy is fucking awesome. Face Down on the piano. Damn cool. I want the scoresheet so I won't be so bored. Then I can play Face Down on the piano everyday; entertain myself.

Oh, he did Your Guardian Angel on the piano too. How cool is that?

Awesome awesome stuff.

And Rach, Ronnie Winter is married already la. No ang pow for you ): Wahaha!

2007-02-27T15:24:00.000+08:00

OMG!I'm damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn bored. 8 damns. 8; good number, lucky number. Gubra. Haha. Caught it last week on Suria. Fucking funny. The plot isn't good, the characters do not connect but yet it's a nice show about love between races, religions and all walks of life. Go watch Gubra and Sepet! MATA SEPET!--> -.- Heehee(:

Oh, watch K1 matches too. Influenced by Mikhail, the stupid ass brother.

And you know what? If I get to NP, I'd have studied in 3 parts of Singapore. ATS: North, SHSS: East, NP: West. Cool huh.

Random: My Love reminds me of mornings 9AM.

Still bored okay!

2007-02-26T11:34:00.000+08:00

Dance dance
We're falling apart to half time.

Yesterday was great. Woke up damn late; 2pm. Went to Causeway Point for grocery shopping. Came back to my cousin's place. Lepak-ed. They started cooking while I slept through an hour of Pearl Harbour. Woke up to the live telecast of Chingay on Channel 8. What's up with Chingay anyways? There's my surname, Ching and gay in it. Gross! Anyhow, went over to my gran's after all the cooking. Briyani, salad and fish. Damn alot of food for 9 adults. The cake was super awesome. So sinful please.

My cousin and I were just talking about how skinnies are so in only now when all this while the mats&minahs have been wearing "skinnies" just that they were called tapereds. And now when they change tapereds to skinnies, everyone's flocking to get a pair. How dumb can. And we were laughing at the mats&minahs for wearing tapereds. Skinnies are exactly like tapereds. Funny shit, don't you think? Oh and I think I want to taper my black pants so don't have to buy black skinnies. WAHAHA!

And I realised something else. Being related to my mom is damn shiok la. Hari Raya get ang pow, Chinese New Year also get ang pow.

Betty The Ugly.
Ugly is the new beautiful.
Fat is the new skinny.

2007-02-23T22:48:00.001+08:00

Chatted with Ying Nuo last night. It was freaking hilarious, I tell you. "He's cool~" Made me laugh even more can.

Now I'm regretting my choices even more. Was at Bishan station this afternoon. Saw so many JC kids. Then felt damn damn damn sad. Never going to be one of them ))): Seriously man, the only reason I'm going to poly and NP only is because of the 6 month work attachment with the Big 4 in their final year. HAIYA! Regretting like hell la.

But whatever. Can't do nothing about it now. Was waiting for the bus this afternoon when suddenly all the BPSS students started crowding the bus-stop. Then I started thinking "Imagine if I had went to BPSS." Shiok can. The distance between my home and my school would be one traffic light. And Sin Ne would be like my schoolmate. Like mates for a decade. How cool is that? But confirm late everyday. The nearer the school, the later. Like ATS. HAHA!

I'm super duper sleepy today. BYEEE!

&Ronnie Winter is damn hot! My husband, okay! Teeheehee(:

2007-02-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

Surprise surprise! Aneesa Ching woke up like super early today; 8AM. Early for me, so stop "tsktsk-ing", earlybirds.

Everybody seems to be falling sick these days man. Tis the season to be sickly. Haha.

So yes, Cheryl&Sheena went cable skiing today. Both of them were telling me how fun it was. Next week, okay! Going over to Bernie's tomorrow for lunch&Dreamgirls. & sorry Hajar&Hidayah about Wednesday, I was feeling terribly ill.

Ah! I love the lead singer of TRJA, Ronnie Winter. I think he's HOTTT! Long hair and all. Nice.

I need Coke.

2007-02-21T06:17:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO! CNY was great. Won money, gamble until break even. I'm not cut out for gambling man. And crap, I'm falling sick ):

2007-02-18T16:45:00.000+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI!
WAN SHI RU YI!
NIAN NIAN YOU YU!
BU BU GAO SHENG!
XUE YUE JING BU!
SHEN TI JIAN KANG!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2007-02-18T10:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY DEAREST! I LOVE YOU!

Huan ying da di hui chun
Blah dee blah dee blah dee

I used to love singing Chinese New Year songs in primary school. So cheena, I know. Reunion dinner; TAITI, HERE I COME! (:

2007-02-16T05:18:00.000+08:00

Cos we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

WOOHOO! I was singing Perfect all the way in the car last night much to the annoyance of my parents. Old school, yo!

I need work man! I can't possibly be lepaking all day even though I totally love lepaking.

Revive old school music!

2007-02-15T14:51:00.000+08:00

I'm kind of regretting my choices. It's like I really want to go to a JC but I know poly is better for me and I'll get to poly fo sho. AIYA! I'm such a fickle pickle.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, YO!

2007-02-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

Crashed ACJC today. Nice campus. Crashed Geog lecture which was rather interesting if I understood anything at all. Rach&Sher couldn't come rot with me so I just stoned at the bus-stop for an hour listening to emo songs, waiting for I-ming. Serious stoning, man! MEP ended, off to town for dinner. Pepper Lunch for dinner. Walked around looking for bags. Then home sweet home.

Submitted my choices a couple of hours ago.
1. NP Accountancy
2. SP Accountancy
3. NP Banking & Financial Services
4. SP Banking & Financial Services
5. NP Business Studies
6. Millennia Institute (Commerce)
7. Innova JC (Arts)
8. Serangoon JC (Arts)
Like, FINALLY! No more headaches.

Let's play yo-yo, yo! Freaking funny. I swear we were both high and lame today.

2007-02-13T15:38:00.000+08:00

Crashing ACJC tomorrow. I better not get kicked out cos it'll be super paiseh!

All the business&finance courses at NP & SP as the first few choices, followed by MI, IJC, PJC and SRJC.

I'm damn pissed with my B3 for English! SHER, let's go retake! Cannot stand that fugly THREE beside ENGLISH. Probably retaking English and EMath as a private candidate cos I'm not satisfied with my grades. Not sure about Accounts cos I haven't been doing accounts for like damn long and I think I've forgotten alot of stuffs.

Going to submit my choices now.

2007-02-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

Tattoos. I think Singapore tattoo artists aren't talented judging by the tattoos I see on the streets. Like so beng and ugly! So if I ever decide to get a tattoo, I'll fly all the way to Miami and get tattooed at Miami Ink by Ami James or Chris Nunez. NICE!

Oh, and crashing ACJC on Tuesday! Hot guys, WOOHOO! I'll have to rot by myself at Holland V's Starbucks from 3.30 to 4.30 cos I-ming has MEP ): So you'll know where to find me on Tuesday 3.30-4.30. ROTTING BY MYSELF. But, I can't wait! (:

2007-02-11T03:42:00.000+08:00

I think I'm finally coming to terms with my super bad grades. I'm so glad Mikhail isn't one of those brothers who rub salt into your wounds. He was like "Why are you crying? 18 for R5 is quite good. People from my school studied real hard and got 21 for R5." Words of comfort. And like I-ming said, we have to learn to be contented with our results. I'm still disappointed though. But according to Sin Ne's statistics, only 25% of the cohort managed to get to JC. Don't know how credible.

Mr Johnny was super funny when I texted him my results yesterday. "Wah! Finally pass AMath. So how, which JC?" I told him I could only get into Serangoon & Yishun without minusing CCA. Then he said "Nevermind. There can slack a bit." HAHA! Oh, I must thank him for passing AMath. And Nelson too. The tutors.

It's so demanding being my mother's daughter. As if I wasn't upset enough, she had to go on and on about how disappointed she was. Where to put her face? So typical Asian. I'm so glad my dad isn't like that, I'd just die. But hey, my mom is starting to look on the brighter side of things. Like, I can get to NP's accountancy course or I can go to INNOVA JC. And Yuan Xiang is considering NP, so YAY!

Come to NP! NP IS THE WAY TO GO!

I've finally cheered up. Listening to emo songs actually helps (:

2007-02-10T17:37:00.000+08:00

I'm still very much disappointed. I don't think I'll ever get over the disappointment. Like I told I-ming, I'm so full of regrets right now. I know it's not going to change anything but crap, I can't take it anymore. I didn't get any 1s, not even for Accounts. And I've been getting 1s for Accounts ever since. Damn disappointed.

AH! I need to talk to I-ming soon! Like face-to-face. IMISSHERLIKECRAZY!

Lousy JC or poly? Pray tell.

2007-02-10T10:23:00.000+08:00

FUCKING DISAPPOINTED! That's how disappointed I am.

2007-02-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

I cannot believe all of this is coming to an end. All the slacking, bumming, lepaking, relaking one corner, rotting. It's all ending. And I was beginning to enjoy rotting.

You won't believe how knotted my stomach is right now.

2007-02-09T06:32:00.000+08:00

One thing's fo shizzle ma nizzle: I won't be able to sleep tonight. I'll just lie on my bed and stare at the ceiling. And though without sleep, I would be wide awake tomorrow morning. I hate this feeling, being nervous! Ah!

Meeting Sheena early tomorrow for lunch and catching up. AND AND AND. Last day in school uniform, must take tons&tons of pictures.

2007-02-07T09:22:00.000+08:00

I'll be too nervous to look at my results on Friday so Hajar and I made a deal. She look at mine, I look at hers, NO LYING! I'm always afraid of people lying to make me feel better or just to scare me for that moment.

I'm so bored I feel like watching PB all over again. IT'S PRISON, YO!

2007-02-06T05:16:00.000+08:00

I've finished watching PB S1 and the first two episodes of S2. So, I'm left hanging. America just aired S2E15. Singapore: S1 just ended. How far behind.

After Singapore's win yesterday...
Mikhail: Aiya, I wanted Thailand to win!
Me: Why? Just because Muay Thai originated from Thailand?
Mikhail: Yea.
My brother is MAD!

9 Feb is the BIG day. I have butterflies in my stomach already.

2007-02-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

Saw this on KPMG's website.

"Ngee Ann Polytechnic has a six-month internship programme which begins in December and lasts till May for students in the final year of their accountancy diploma. Students who perform well during their internships and pass all their final papers will be considered for permanent positions with the Firm."

I'M DEFINITELY GOING TO NP!

2007-02-04T07:52:00.000+08:00

I'M BRINGING Q&A BACK!

Your confessions:
[X] I'm afraid of silence
[ ] I am really ticklish
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark
[ ] I've collected comic books
[ ] I sometimes shut out others
[ ] I open up to others TOO easily
[X] I read the newspaper
[X] I love Disney movies
[X] I am a sucker for gorgeous eyes
[X] I am a sucker for a gorgeous smile
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I bake well
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class
[ ] I love Martha Stewart
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[X] I love to laugh
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ] I bite my nails
[X] I play computer games when I'm bored
[ ] I have gotten lost in the city
[ ] I have gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] I have made out in an elevator
[ ] I have been skydiving
[ ] I have been bungee jumping
[X] I have bitten someone
[ ] I have smashed a car
[ ] I have been fired

Have you ever…
[ ] seen a shooting star
[ ] joke proposed to anyone
[ ] gotten stitches
[X] eaten Sushi
[X] gotten the chicken pox
[X] ridden in a taxi
[ ] been on a cruise ship
[ ] driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] been on a plane by yourself
[X] had surgery
[X] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[X] been on stage
[ ] gotten a black eye
[ ] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[ ] watched an entire baseball game

Do you like…
[X] old movies
[ ] musicals
[ ] blasting music in your car
[X] foreign foods
[ ] gameboy Pokemon
[X] Christmas time
[X] doughnuts
[X] animals
[ ] coffee
[X] tea
[ ] summer
[ ] winter

TWO'S OF EVERY KIND

Two Names You Go By:
Aneesa & Neesa.

Two things you are wearing right now:
T-shirt & shorts.

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation:
Dubai & Rome.

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now:
Blank & blank.

Two favorite animals:
Cats & horses.

Two Reasons you're doing this survey:
Bored & bored.

Spell your name without vowels:
ns. oookay.

How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
Three ONLY.

What's for dinner tonight?
Ketam lemak chili padi.

Are you happy with your life right now?
Yes.

Do you own a…

PS2: No.
XBOX: Yes.
PSP: No.
Gamecube: No.
Digital Camera: Yes.

In what state or country do you want to go to school after high school?
Nowhere.

Do you shop at stores like Aeropostale and American Eagle?
No.

How do you make money?
I don't make money ):

Last thing you bought?
Forgot.

How's the weather?
Alright.

When did you start summer break?
-

Do you own big sunglasses?:
No.

What should you be doing right now?
Nothing.

Who did you hug yesterday?
Sya.

How many beds did you lay in yesterday?
One.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Pink. OMG!

Name one thing that you do everyday?
Breathe.

What's the color of your bedroom walls?
Light blue.

How much cash do you have on you right now?
0 dollars.

What's your favorite sport?
Swimming.

When was the last time you saw your dad?
A few seconds ago.

What did you have for dinner last night?
Didn't eat.

Look to your left, what do you see?
My desk.

Do you have plants in your room?
No.

Whats your favorite Starbucks drink?
JAVACHIP!

Recent time you were really upset?
Can't remember.

This is so fun.

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?
` Hidayah, Jing Yun & Tim.

2. You texted?
` Hidayah.

3. You were in a car with?
` My family.

4. Went to the movies with?
` Hidayah, Hajar & Mary.

5. Went to the mall with?
` Cheryl.

6. You talked to on the phone?
` My mom.

7. Made you laugh?
` Sya.

WOULD YOU RATHER?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
` Tongue.

2. Be serious or be funny?
` Funny.

3. Drink whole or skimmed milk?
` Skimmed.

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
` Get shot.

5. Spend time with your parents or your enemies?
` Parents.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Sun or moon?
` Sun.

2. Winter or Fall?
` Fall.

3. Left or right?
` Right.

4. Sunny or rainy?
` Sunny.

5.What time is it?
` 4.14PM

6. Where do you live?
` Bishan.

7. How many kids do you want?
` Two.

8. Do you want to get married?
` Yes.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
` Twirl.

11. Favorite ice cream?
` Anything chocolate.

12. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
` One.

14. Current mood?
` Bored.

IN THE LAST 98 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
` No.

2. Sang?
` Yes.

3. Been hugged?
` Yes.

4. Felt stupid?
` No.

5. Missed someone?
` Yes.

6. Danced crazy?
` No.

7. Cried?
` No.

8. Lied?
` Yes.

2007-02-02T07:08:00.000+08:00

Pool with Hidayah, GIRLFRAAAN! and Tim. After which they tried brainwashing me into going to poly. But I'm still indecisive and results are like a week away! Anyways, I'm so sorry I had to leave early. Another day out, okay?

And jiwang melayu songs are the best!

I've got a rather huge blue-black on my left knee from ice-skating. ):

2007-01-30T08:11:00.000+08:00

And Then I Turned Seventeen.

Friday's seafood dinner at Redhouse was awesome. The food there is still as nice as ever. Especially the fish.

Met up with I-ming on Saturday. Lunch at LJS then off to pool at SSC. The place was so crowded with all the undesirables so we headed to Cineleisure where we saw Drake&Josh(inside joke). Starbucks after that. The line at Fish&Co was so long so we decided to eat at Pepper Lunch. Was walking around FEP to look for bags when I bumped into HajarTheMinahMinahMinah! Wisma then took a bus home. Now I know why I-ming likes taking buses. Taking a bus to town is so much faster than taking the MRT from my place. Caught the last part of the Singapore-Malaysia match from home. I still can't believe Singapore won!

Okay, I'm off now to continue with my Prison Break marathon! :D